Bridezillush

Since CAG is busy I agreed to set up some new job subfolders for her in one of her online project folders. It was five minutes till lunch when she asked me, though, so I put it off till after, natch. Once lunchtime ended I got myself all psyched up and comfortable and ready to work, which involved making some blueberry green tea, putting on some tunes, kicking off my shoes and donning my reading glasses, only to pull up the folder in question and discover I don't have write access. And CAG is currently nowhere to be found. And so I blog.

And bitch a little. Lately, for every item I cross off my ginormous wedding to do list I think of at least three more items to add. Stress and woe. And stress some more. Is it any wonder my imbibing of the alcohol has increased? Only to a glass of wine (and the occasional beer) a day, but considering my former tea-totalling-except-for-the-rare-social-occasion habits, that's a pretty big increase. Not enough to make me consider checking into Betty Ford or anything, but I am wondering a little if I should be concerned about my recent inability to relax without it. Man. My tiny, wee-budget wedding with the Inn's wedding coordinator handling all the major details is driving me to drink, people! Imagine the lushy boozehound I'd become if I was trying to throw one of those overinflated, second-mortgage-worthy, monster weddings like those chicks on Bridezilla. Yeesh.

That reminds me: I need to pick up some wine on the way home.

Anyway. Saturday will be a long and arduous day of running wedding-related errands, including finally taking my dress in for a fitting, and getting myself a decent hairstyle for our engagement photos next week (yeah, I know, we're a bit late in the game for those. Stress!). I'll also come by the office and print my invitations, because they said that I could do that as long as I do it on my own time, which is kind of awesome. I may or may not shop for supplies to make my veil, depending on how tired I am. I'm thinking that's a project that can be put off 'til next month. At any rate, by the end of the day I should be able to make quite a few checkmarks on my list. That should facilitate being able to chill out for a while. I hope. If not, there's always good ol' Pinot Grigio.

And now CAG is back and I have access. I'm out of tea now, though. Woe.